orangebabe

glamour cruise ball !!
countdown 3 days to a night of fun of dress up

i want good weather on saturday
i believe that even though its predicted to be rainy

i have the power to change the weather within 3 days
yes 3 days is all i need to manifest bright sunny skies on saturday morning and a warm summer breeze at night while i cruise along the yarra river !

good good weather
warm nice weather
you're all i want this week !

had an awesome time at mike's house today. his mom is here for holiday and cooked us a very nice home-cooked meal. had beef curry, veg, too drunken chicken, baked chicken wings... yummmmm makes me miss singapore food. nvm will get to go back soon !!!!

jiayou with assignments me !! and investments mid sem on friday :)

not really for any meaning, just so that i can easily see the lyrics in the future heehee


作詞：姚若龍
作曲：曹格
編曲：涂惠元
製作：曹格

曹：你有堅持的事情 我也有我的個性
這次不讓你 Call 我兄弟表哥去

梁：跟兩個人有關係 你卻一個人決定
情緒谷底 約好見你喝香檳

曹：最恨別人對我不相信
梁：好想念的經歷是一起做決定
曹：是態度是囚禁
梁：有溝通探索心事裏
合：愛有千百萬種定義
曹：三天不聯絡 和解要被動
梁：我不聽對錯 假裝沒人難過
合：想著愛你當初PK 搶當麥克風
梁：三天淚狂流 感覺你來受
曹：已摔的心疼 不能開始低頭
合：心似拉扯中PK寂寞

曹：你有堅持的事情 我也有我的個性
這次不讓你
梁：這次不讓你
曹：Call 我兄弟表哥去

梁：跟兩個人有關係 你卻一個人決定
情緒谷底
曹：情緒谷底
梁：約好見你喝香檳

曹：最恨別人對我不相信
梁：好想念的經歷是一起做決定
曹：是態度是囚禁
梁：有溝通探索心事裏
合：愛有千百萬種定義

梁：三天不聯絡 和解要被動
曹：我不聽對錯 假裝沒人難過
合：想著愛你當初PK 搶當麥克風

梁：三天淚狂流 感覺你來受
曹：已摔的心疼 不能開始低頭
合：心似拉扯中PK寂寞

梁：三天不聯絡 和解要被動
曹：我不聽對錯 假裝沒人難過
合：想著愛你當初PK 搶當麥克風

梁：三天淚狂流 感覺你來受
曹：已摔的心疼 不能開始低頭
合：心似拉扯中PK寂寞

梁：三天不聯絡 和解要被動
曹：我不聽對錯 假裝沒人難過
合：想著愛你當初PK 搶當麥克風

合：三天淚狂流 感覺你來受 心似拉扯中PK寂寞



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02.热爱
作曲∶李荣浩
填词∶廖莹如

好像听见心跳已经开始加快
男生可否都是打球加上电玩
请把刺激挑战换成爱的震撼
让心跳跳耀全世界

我想一阵脸红温度也会变high
女生天生就会陶醉加上腼腆
希望地球暖化因为更多爱恋
全世界为爱而热烈

脸红心跳只是加热点燃
相遇的火花
微妙的导火线怎麽串联
让你猜

Oh 对我很热爱?很厉害?心跳超快
听见你快半拍?跳过来?闪亮的爱
Oh 对爱很热爱?热起来?火红告白
脸红的我?藏不住的?好期待

我想一阵脸红温度也会变high
女生天生就会陶醉加上腼腆
希望地球暖化因为更多爱恋
全世界为爱而热烈

脸红心跳只是加热点燃
相遇的火花
微妙的导火线怎麽串联
让你猜

＃Oh 对我很热爱?很厉害?心跳超快
听见你快半拍?跳过来?闪亮的爱
Oh 对爱很热爱?热起来?火红告白
脸红的我?藏不住的?好期待＃

REPEAT＃＃
_________________

《 愛你 》王心凌 - 羽毛
詞：姚若龍　曲：陳小霞

多麼沮喪　成人世界並不像童話
王子公主很少喜劇收場
不是只要夠勇敢夠善良
就會有仙女幫忙實現願望

慢慢懂了　其實失戀是一種力量
因為孤獨讓人可以回想
是在哪邊該下車卻沒下
才到了一個不想到的地方

有時候愛是粉紅的羽毛
誰捧著都有微笑的眼角
才看他在手心沉沉的睡著
一起風　又醒了　那麼輕飄飄的走掉

我覺得我是雪白的羽毛
嚮往著超越自己的渺小
成為寂寞城堡關不了
能帶給人幸福的青鳥

____________________

joined the virgin gym today and I love wy the very very mostest

hahas joined the gym today and its so so so nice that i feel so motivated to go
wanna be there everyday mannnn wheee
except that i can only go there in the evenings cos of golf and school
anyway, i think its a good start to the routine of playing golf and gymming and practising everyday

finally i understand what it means to have a routine/timetable/personal schedule

so happy that daddy said he was proud of me when i told him.
i think its important for me to start getting used to this kind of lifestyle
even though joining sounds expensive, but if you make use of the membership, it actually isn't that expensive. i can't wait to get into a routine to build up the muscles i need to get stronger at golf

went to watch footy for the first time today.
was quite an exciting match cos the atmosphere was just so crazy with 77278 people in the audience all cheering for the team they were supporting.
i do not joke. there were 77277 people other than myself at the MCG
wow i didn't expect it to be such a nice number. haha



you can't really see how packed it was



now you can't see that the field is shaped like a footy. which is kind of oval but pointy at the ends



given out as marketing gimmick for metlink with "GOAL" printed in the team colors-they made our ears hurt

i supported the hawthorn hawks which turned out to be the losing team because one of their best players got injured (tsk tsk essendon) i think its one of my most aussie-fied experiences so far

and then we took a half an hour walk IN THE RAIN to flinders street station thanks to byron.. where leslie and i both forgot we had umbrellas lol

*cross fingers that lim's parents let her go to sydney
really really hope we can go :)

one more hour till the answer is revealed


our hopeful looks

you were adventurous and slipped out of my bag to see more of the world. but now it's time to come home so that i can take good care of you again.

i was so relieved when steven messaged me to say the key was with him. oh mannnn. totally made my night and brought me out of the slumps of my depression. what i thought was retribution for having a drunken night turned out to be a lesson for me.

when you're depressed, you get tuned in to your sad emotions. things you miss, things you're unhappy about, things that make you upset. and then it sometimes causes you to burst. hope it's all a blessing in disguise

i think the biggest thing i leant from being overseas is being independent.

listening to that voice inside your head thats telling you whats best for you . looking out for yourself especially among people who don't know you at all. on one hand i might not have opened up. on the other hand i opened myself too much to be hurt. best friends that share memorable experiences were still found.

through the times i was hurting the most, i had to depend alot on myself. but thats not just what independence is about. its also about knowing who to get help from. knowing who will help you. what you can do alone. and when you need people around you.

i learnt how to be ok eating by myself in a crowded restaurant. i learnt how to do things alone that i couldn't find others to do with me. i learnt how to go shopping and trust my own opinions and tastes. i learnt how to stay true to myself among people who were different. i learnt how to put on a smile to be strong in the toughest moments. i learnt how to let others help me.

the greatest gift the past few years has given me is the ability to trust in myself and do what is right for me. it's been a climb to learn all these and understand myself better. all the times i felt that things were unbearable, i survived through.

i'm so grateful to be alive and to be able to experience all these things that has truly enriched my life and helped me grow as a person. thanks to that person i see in the mirror every morning i wake up. i love you

Cookie is so awesome and I'm quite drunk !!
I'm updating from wy's bb that's why the pic is so blurry haha I also want one then I can update anytime anywhere

what if i'm bipolar too ? like silva in the show
sometimes i'm very happy but sometimes i just suddenly change my mood. maybe its only about certain people or certain topics. does that count ?
friday night
nothing to do
starting to get a headache aarrgh
i hate when i've wasted the day

when we were one, i took parts of you and thought they were mine
now we're two and those parts of you are gone
i'm left with myself and it felt weird
now i'm starting to find what makes me good and whole
without anyone else to complete me, what am i alone

oh man all those korean clothes look so pretty
uni internet is so fast that i can spend one hour looking at clothes online i want !!!!


i like thisss

its 530pm and its DARK OUTSIDE how ridiculous is that

my internet explorer is apparently of such an old version that web pages just don't open anymore
grrr
nvm google chrome has become my new best friend
fave pages appear as my home screen instead of setting a particular website to be my homepage. this means that when i first open my internet, i have options to click on which website i want to go to.
facebook, portal, livejournal, blogger, google all at the tips of my fingers

organisational behaviour exam is tomorrow but somehow i don't feel stressed. either a. i'm too prepared (not likely) b.burnt out from studying too much c.too cold to study d.thinking of buying a new laptop e.just plain lazy

hahaha i'm just looking forward to my parcel from modcloth
whoopie

its so hot in the library but freezing cold outside. global warming is leading to more drastic weather changes. the worst part is that it's rainy this week

i slept too much today. didn't have dinner last night and then i had no energy to get out of bed this morning. i almost fainted in the shower haha

had a recurring dream today. set in some era long ago. i had to become a maid for a rich family. very strange strange strange. the place i lived in was also quite queer. wongyuen and i were up on the roof, tied ourselves to something on the top of the building, looking over the 'market square' and singing like we were in some musical

very very strange. my new theory: sleeping too much gives you weird dreams

maybe i'm really not used to living overseas.
even though its been almost 4 years and even though i often feel as though there isn't much difference whether i'm in singapore or in melbourne

i really really really miss home. sometimes i call college square my home but then i realise it really isn't.home is 37 taman permata singapore 575160.
thats where i really want to be right now

watching oprah today with marion thompson. she talked about not knowing who she was without the title of olympic champion and fantastic runner. and with those titles stripped away, she doesn't really know who she is

i think thats a bit the same for me now. except i don't have any title attached to my name (except maybe being wongyuen's girlfriend)

life gets tedious at times. maybe i just think about too many things. try to please everyone too much. then try to tell myself i can't please everyone. then get told off for doing so. then the whole cycle repeats itself.

how would it feel like to live on a self sustaining island with coconut trees and alcohol. just drink away all cares and stay happy all day

3 years of accumulated emotions and experiences. 3 years of valuable memories. some i'll treasure, some i'll wish never happened, and some i'll always regret not having done better. no matter what, i'm grateful to be alive, to have a nice apartment to stay in, a wonderful boyfriend, friends who care for me very much and a family who will always be there for me.

we all go through different challeneges and even when you feel like the ones you are going through are too much to bear, don't give up sueyan ! you're doing a great job now !

i keep thinking things but not writing them down and then i forget

i remember getting caught yawning by these 2 boys and feeling embarassed but was unable to jot down how yawns are a pain. besides, you yawn because of a lack of oxygen ? or because you're tired and so you can't take in as much oxygen ?

confused

anyway had the most awesome peking duck and black pepper wagyu beef yesterday. omg i can just die now in peace

i think i'm really a sucker for good food. give me yummy food and my cares and troubles will go away

i made a quiz yesterday on facebook on which of the melbourne girls you'll be
quite lame. not like there wasn't other things i could be doing such as 1. studying 2. sleeping
but yes i decided to make a quiz for everyone's enjoyment

anyway back to work. marketing channels: designing channels
HERE I COME !! whoopie





maybe my camera doesn't do the food justice but then i'm shy to take photos in restaurants in case they tell me i'm not allowed to take photos.
besides, i want a new camera... HINT HINTTT

anyway 28 june and SINGAPORE HERE I COME !!
hope i don't get quarantined in some pasir ris chalet like mummy says i will hahah

life is filled with too many missed opportunities
too many chances not fully utilised..
all these real options. choices of what to do.

it'd be nice if people really did weigh out their options based on an "exercise price" (the cost to do something) and the "asset price" (current value of the alternative action)

however, things don't really work that way. sometimes choices are random. one way to look at how things occur is the BIG BANG THEORY. everything is by chance and things happen the way they do-just because they do. you can't predict anything.
another way to think of life is that people make irrational decisions. they're driven not by what makes the most sense but by what they perceive to be the right thing. unfortunately, perceptions are easy to be used in decision making but they are often wrong. these wrong perceptions arise because we all behave differently.

too often, situations spin out of control. relationships deteriorate because of crazy thoughts in our head. you try to read too much into people, into things, into actions. spend too much time figuring out what other people think. spend to much effort trying to match yourself to other people.

if everyone went by the 5 minute rule, i wonder if people would really have friends.
you love someone else by loving yourself. the best thing u can do for someone is to do something you want to do, that makes you happy, instead of trying to please someone else. imagine how different the world would be if that really happened.

how often would you be able to find someone who always wanted to do the same things as you. would you give in to what other people wanted?

so often we think too much that we miss out on the good things that are happening right under our noses. all the little things. what seemed like a good thing yesterday may not be as good today. what seemed like a bad thing tomorrow may turn out to be a great thing today.

life is so tricky yet so simple. we want to be happy. we want others to be happy with us. does it really work that way ?

how do you get into a different mindset when you're already stuck with the one you currently have now. you've got to make drastic changes. do something out of the norm so that people look at you differently.

feels like i'm blabbering alot
i guess the bottom line is that i've been thinking about life and friends in general.
and chunlei's leaving which has made me rethink my life, my friendships, my family, my relationships.

its been an insightful week.
thinking is tiring...

the upper part of my mouth is sore because i burnt it on some steaming hot brussel sprouts hahaha

restaurant city is so addictive and difficult at the same time grrr

today this weird man at the driving range said to me: "Winning?"

i was like HUH !??!?

hahahs he meant it like winning as in conquering the little yellow ball and the golf swing

i'm upset upset upset
i wanna watch disney on ice princess wishes !!

but they're only showing like 1st to 6th July and i'll be in Singapore !!!!

hhhhhh i wanna cry alr

can they please come again like at the end of july !

can i fly to nsw after i come back just to go watch ?
or go to adelaide before i fly back to singapore
why they so jian !!!!!


get lost big head !

i really want to go

pls pls pls can something magically happen so that i can watch it X)

watching susan boyle from Britain's got talent made me so inspired. not to be a singer but that it is possible to overcome all odds and be successful
she's such a cute sweet lady

stomp on sunday
jason mraz on monday

my life seems so happening !!

wore my new ted baker big floppy hat out to lunch with charlyn today whee whee
so exciting although people were looking at me my vision was a bit obscured by the hat's wide coverage so i couldn't be bothered. besides i was trying to make sure my hat didn't get blown off by a gust of strong wind.

assignments are starting to roll in and i'm still stuck in holiday slack mode

but i got to chiong this OB assignment and start studying for corp fi

2 people spending time alone doesn't necessarily mean anything will develop.
i'm sure you know that so there's nothing to worry about

i love u

been a long time since livrjournal has gone kuku on me

so happy today

thanks to the smiley old man who with a nice smile and watching me hit golf balls gave me much needed motivation

thanks to the wonderful day of studying

teenager snakes have to be careful that the floor doesn't get so cluttered such that only a snake can slither through

SO TRUE of me !!!
i find my floor always cluttered with many many things and i often have to plan my way around my room to ensure i don't slip on some random plastic bag

cleaning up my room today to make it a more conducive environment for studying in the holidays

my socks are finally happy !!
they have been lonely in the sock drawer since they're not balled up together with their other halves.
now i have carefully paired them up again and tidied up the drawer

i have also created a section in my cupboard for wongyuen's clothes. heehee
its not that big but then he doesn't have that many things haha

the holidays are going to be so AWESOME !!

can't wait to spend a nice nice dandenong trip with darling and have a FANTASTIC trip with everyone in mornington. sooo excited

up for go-karting anyone ??